17 maggio

折腾了将近一个多月的车的问题终于告一段落了,今天交了定金,暗金色新君威2.0,低配的。实在是穷,为了省2W割舍了天窗和多功能方向盘。虽然新车大部分时间是妈妈开,我还是小兴奋了一把,毕竟现在这辆陪伴我3年多的老车马自达成为了我人生第一辆真正属于自己的车,相比之下,我还是对这辆和我一起经历很多的老车存在更多的感情。我把我的身家掏空了,一切从0开始。不过作为人生一个小阶段的达成,还是值得纪念的。
再推MUSE: Feeling Good
birds flying high
you know how i feel
sun in the sky
you know how i feel
reeds driftin' on by
you know how i feel
it's a new dawn
it's a new day
it's a new life
for me
and i'm feeling good
i'm feeling good
fish in the sea
you know how i feel
river running free
you know how i feel
blossom on the tree
you know how i feel
it's a new dawn
it's a new day
it's a new life
for me
and i'm feeling good
dragon fly out in the sun
you know what i mean, don't you know
butterflies all havin' fun
you know what i mean
sleep in peace when the day is done
that's what i mean
and this old world
is a new world
and a bold world
for me
for me
stars when you shine
you know how i feel
scent of the pine
you know how i feel
oh freedom is mine
and i know how i feel
it's a new dawn
it's a new day
it's a new life
it's a new dawn
it's a new day
it's a new life
it's a new dawn
it's a new day
it's a new life
it's a new life for me
and i'm feeling good
i'm feeling good
i feel so good
i feel so good
16 maggio
我曾生活过一年多的吉林大学南湖校区三公寓,今天有个女孩子从5层坠下结束了自己。我一点也不奇怪南湖校区终于有人跳楼,作为吉大唯一一块还算干净的地方,早晚轮上它。我不知道她为什么要跳楼,但是在当时的她看来,这应该是解脱的唯一方式了。朋友跟我说过,20岁的人考虑再多也只能把20岁的事情考虑得多一点,但是考虑不到30岁的事情。愿她如愿升入极乐,也愿天堂真的是我们最后的领土。